For him...

Is not late yet, but I feel like this day never ends
 Like this day has no sence of time, 
like there's nothing else outside of this walls
 Maybe because I haven't done something to spend it
could be that there is no time
 or maybe is not the time 
but the sence of having nothing to do,
 or nobody to speak with, 
or just nothing to think about. 
Here is when I start to think the stuff I shouldn't think,
and you come to my head 
as if you where the most precious person I've ever met
But, you ARE the most precious person I've ever met: 
smart-handsome boy, 
with the eyes of a revel spirit, 
knowing what you want, 
and just taking what is yours. 
How could I ever think I'll rob your heart and let you be mine? 
How could I ever think you will be next to me sometime? 

I dream with your voice singing to me 
the songs I already heard from you once
and I hear your laugh 
as if you were here laughing right next to me 
about the things we used to laugh about 
I feel your caress all over my spine
'cause I remember the feeling I had 
every time we had intimate talks,
when I feel we were close friends from time to time
 Although I never told you what I felt for you
 well, you are the perfect man 
the man every girl wish to have 
he who's really careful for those 
who are related to him, family, friends, 
and some girl from time to time, 
who is your treasure, your life
but, as usual, your choices are always bad
 she brokes your heart
and you become souless for a while: 
cold, and fear came togehter to your heart 
and I shoud have let you know I'm always there
as you were when I needed you the most
I'd tried to tell you,
but my tongue became stupid
 I could not speak
 and I'd tried to relieve the pressure I felt 
singing some B.S song and trying to clown you around
 just to see your smile one more time. 

I  wish those people who said bad stuff were honest
 and everything will be normalize
 we'll be friends again
and perhaps we'l l accept our feelings at last
 and feel those sensations without fear
 we were young and didn't know anything of them at all
 but we both have grown
we already left Neverland.

We could built our own magical place
 and be happy forever, and never forget. 

With all this on the post
 and you far away from home
 I only have to say:
"I wish I could see you again"